July was a long and hurtful month. Our family was betrayed and hurt by family and people we thought we knew.
This kind of hurt left me no choice but to remove these people from my life. They have been forgiven (not an easy thing to do) but it's for my sanity. I just don't need them in my life anymore.
If that wasn't bad enough my brother tells me he no longer wants to live. That shattered my heart, my baby brother feels he has no purpose in life. Growing up was difficult for us, so much ugliness was instilled in us. Some of us have been able to recover while others are so broken. I've always done what I could to help and encourage my family. I've come to learn that they have to make the choice, the choice to let go and move on. My prayer and hope is that my brothers can find away to brake the chains that keep them slaved to so much anger, bitterness, resentment, and addiction.
There is hope for those who are hurting, that hope is JESUS!
The unorganized yarninmama
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