Tuesday, July 1, 2014

It's not OK to cry?!

These last  couple  of days have been really hard for me. I am a stay at home wife and mother, on top of taking care of our home, I homeschool our son.
I'm home all the time! I don't drive so most the time we stay indoors, and after 7 years these last couple days I felt like I've lost it. I'm tired, exhausted, and burnt out.
Before I had my son I worked outside of the house, (I've always worked). I'm used to moving and going like the energizer bunny. Being home makes feel lazy. I'm not consistent with cleaning something I loved doing, the same goes for cooking, I just don't feel like doing anything but cry! I feel like I'm drowning, and crying is for babies.. my husband tells me It's OK to cry, it helps filter what I have stored up inside.
My husband is very understanding and helps a lot, I'm very blessed to have him. Our son is a wonderful kid, not prefect but a good little man.
I struggle with some health issues which I think plays a big part in how I feel. Through it all even my little boy who is 7 helps me a lot. He enjoys washing dishes, vacuuming, dusting, laundry, cooking, and taking care of the family dog.
I've picked up crocheting it's comforting and a stress reliever. I never thought I'd be crocheting, I worked so much I never thought I'd be crafty. I also enjoy scrapbooking and photography. I thank God for being by my side.
I believe in God Almighty and I believe he'll see me though this.

Until next time,
The unorganized yarningmama

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